THERE'S SO MANY BITCHES IN THIS WORLD....

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:47:19 GMT

im over this lj im making a new one

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 20:54:36 GMT

as usual havent updated in a while..
myspace i love you for being created..but yea
so the 4th was great. went to knotts with the love of my life didnt go to the lame high school. thank god. found out certain people were there and almost barffed. only one more year. but hey im not gonna be there anyway. no way am i going to school everyday. when your man has a car it is a dangerous thing...anywho...

I'm in love...again...with the same man...i love starting over with love.

blah?

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 17:05:50 GMT

okay so i guess ill start writting again seeing as how its summer and i have nothing better to do. finally the end of the year. damn its been a hard year...wtf am i talking about. enuff of this end of the year bullshit......IT'S SUMMER AND I'M GONNA SPEND ALL OF IT WITH MY HUNK OF A MAN AND MY BESTEST FREIND KERRY!!!!

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 03:35:43 GMT

ok i'm officially sick of live journal...sry to break it to ya, but your not fun anymore.lol...i'll write when i have time...i am now a myspace freak...thank you courtney for getting me hooked on it

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 18:00:06 GMT

college letters recieved(softball scholarship)....12

1. Purdue
2. University of North Carolina
3. Georgia State
4. Hofstra University
5. University of Missouri
6. University of Nevada Reno
7. Colorado State University
8. University of Massachussettes
9. Louisvillee University
10. University of Indiana
11 Texas A&M Corpus-Christi
12. Oklahoma University
13. University Of Connecticut
14. Georgia Tech
15. Florida State University
16. Ohio State University
17. University of Washington

so i guess that's ok...i'm so freakin nervous...wish me luck everyone...please

bored

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 16:35:37 GMT

okay so this break has sucked so far...done absolutely nothing! o wel still gotta whole week ahead fo me....even thoguh everyday i have some sort of practice. maybe one of these days i'll be able to hang out with my kare bear and mi amor...

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 17:30:47 GMT

i'm done! finally all this shit is over. all the drama...for all u people that don't want us to be together or thought we never would be again....omg! damn! ur wrong. so please don't go messing around in our lives....basically....FUCK OFF!

i'm so glad there are true friends. people who actually care about u. i dont know how many times i'm going to say i love you kerry, kate, chelsey, jenna, sara, DD, Saida, you are all true friends. The one man who means the most to me is finally back. I don't care, tell me all the shit you want becuase this time, i'm not gonna listen to a damn word you say. i'm done with CCHS and all its false drama. go find someone else to bug...i allready have all the people i want in my life....

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 06:06:00 GMT

together....at last...

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 04:42:45 GMT

it's like the drama is never ending. it's like this hoe can't have her own life. it's like she can't see she's not important. you're nobody. you never will be. get over your self. your not cute. your not wanted. YOU ARE UNBELEIVABLE! u know who u are bitch.

fuck you...

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 05:07:44 GMT

i hate all these people that come up with all this bullshit!..."he doesnt love u...he doesn't even wanna be around u"....well fuck u....do u know what going on? NO! can't u love some one and not be with them? what about things going on at home that u can't control? ever thought of that?. did u know that?...so before u say shit trying to get all in my business worry about ur fucking self...go find a cock and suck it bitch!!!! i'm through with CCHS. fuck everyone except my true freinds. i love you guys so much. especially KERRY! AND KATE! AND JENNA! AND CHELLY! AND SARA! AND SURENA BEENA! AND SAIDA! AND OF COURSE C.J.! u are all TRUE friends...fuck the rest of you! im the real mccoy

egh...

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 22:35:11 GMT

ur not losing me....i dont like anyone else.....other boys may call my house but they mean absolutely nothing....u mean absolutely everything...i promiss i'm not going anywhere...it just feels like you're slipping away from me...

my fairy tale.....

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 01:37:49 GMT

damn am i sprung? or what? is he sprung? maybe it's just love...what am i talking about it IS love!! so i heard someone knocking on my door last night. i answer the door and there lays a little build-a-bear by the name of romeo. he had on overalls and a yankee hat....and he was from my love...who proved to me that he isn't predictable!

<3 c.j.

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 16:27:26 GMT

my granpa's here! yea! i'm so excited...i dun think ima go to school at all this week!....but yea...he(u kno who) came to my game! he was even early...then he came over and he got to know my granpa...so that was nice...so my mom's in spain, that's why my granpa's here. damn! i wish i could be there....just me and my one and only....good times....lol...i guess i shall be going now.....

P.S. u kno we the shit! that's right i'm talkin about the Lady Centaur softball team...won the tournament yesterday...

Good job chels!!!

<3

P.P.S. i got 2 letters back from Georgia State and Nevada telling me they want me to play for them!!!!!

i guess....

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 00:41:00 GMT

....we won...i had 11 strike outs....yeah for me....i guess...i wish u could have been there, but hey i guess i'll have to deal with u not being there....ever...

find that one..i did...

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 02:50:12 GMT

LADIES...

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
I waited for him and i got the best thing that's ever happened to me...C.J.

GUYS...

Find a girl who calls you baby faced instead of hot or sexy
who can't stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes,
who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most,
Who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips,
Wants to be with you in public, even if you wear those old grass stained and ripped pants with the bleached jersey like always,
Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy, who makes you smile just by knowing she loves you back.
Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always"

C.J. that was for u.....<3

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 04:21:25 GMT

if i was better to you.....would you come back to me..?

ur my everything...i love you C.J.

"sexual healing"

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 05:08:54 GMT

"sexual healing...is something that's good for me"

damn i love that song!....u kno whawt i'm talkin about...that sexual healing...everyone's gotta have some!

anyways, i'm so overwhelmed with college letters, softball, and just worrying about me and my MANY thangs...

hmmm...one more thing...oh yea!!! go Jenna and Sara... u know what i'm talking about...next time call me before u do it, and u kno i'll be right there to help u!

<3

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 04:57:22 GMT

egh...softball is such a drag...man chelly we should chose the line up cause i dunno about the one John's puttin out there...anyways....AHHHH i got new white cleats...they're so purtty....ok everyone u gotta come to the Culver Softball game friday at 3...see us woop some Lanwdale ass!!!!! anyways....

"I'll take you to the candy shop
I'll let you lick my lollipop
Go ahead girl don't you stop
Keep goin till you hit the spot...whoa!!!"

one last thing: C.J, i know u never read this crap...maybe that's why i write it...but I love you so much...ur everything to me...i just want you to know that....<3

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 04:09:12 GMT

"there's so many bitches in this world
and there's somethin i gotta say
for all the fools who fell for the first girl who comes their way
i been down that road and now i'm back....."

so listen up people....please dun fall for the first ugly whore who comes ur way!!

<3 chels...dun worry u'll get ur shot and u'll prove to john that u should be the one out there....

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 03:48:46 GMT

no more miss nice girl BIATCH!!!! U messed with my friends ima mess with u....memeber im THE REAL McCoy motha fucka!!!

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 05:37:43 GMT

bring em out bring em out...bring em out ya'll!!! yea BIATCH i'm ready to take on the whole mother fuckin world!!! I'm the REAL fuckin McCoy BIATCH!!!!

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 04:20:30 GMT

i love you sara, chelly belly, jenna jay and surena beena...man but u all know who i HATE!!!!!!! lol love you guys so mucho!!! and of course i love my one and only love!!! <3 cj...its not over BIATCH!!!!

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 19:14:18 GMT

watchin the iowa hawkeye game..my future school! anyways....just thinkin about my love and all the fabulous times i've had with him and all the fabulous times to come....and thats it's nowhere close to being over yet...

LyRicS:

I will never find another lover
Sweeter than you, sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
More precious than you, more precious than u
Boy you are...
Close to me unlike my mother
Close to me unlike my father
Close to me unlike my sister
Close to me unlike my brother
Boy you are the only one my everything
And for you this song i sing....

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 01:22:06 GMT

heart pillow with a teddy bear...big hershey kiss....box of chocolates.....he loved his scrap book said it was the best present he's ever gotten...man im so in love...

its not over until the skinny ugly girl cries!!!

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 04:53:32 GMT

hmmm...wonder what i got from the valentine...hes sick with a 102 degree fever...poor baby....gettin the valentines presents tomorrow....yea im excited...he always suprises me!!! When u love someone so much...can u ever let go? What if he loves u just as much....but doesn't want to hurt u with his problems? U kno all hes thinkin about is u and whats best for u....thats the beauty of it.....WE'RE NOT OVER....and don't worry we never will be!!